Lucy and Emily, you guys ROCK. Seriously. I cannot express it myself in words, but luckily a pokemon theme tune (to be more specific, Battle Cry (Stand Up!)) has a quote applicable to this situation.
"Just when it seems that you are lost and all alone, you will find the courage and the strength to carry on. And if you fall, along the way, have the faith you’ll be okay, cause your friends are there for you, reaching out to pull you through."
So yeah. You guys are my courage and my strength, and you support me so that I can carry on. You are seriously the greatest. I send enteral love your way.